You Don't Need Floor Cleaner for a Bottomless Pit

As for my title, well - I'm trying to be positive today.

It's hard seeing as I came to work for simple companionship. Hubby worked until almost 10pm last night, I got to spend another night alone. Woo.

Bad. Mood. Continues.

I fear I am not living, but simply sitting and watching my life flow by. When was the last time I went to a fair? A carnival? A fucking pic-nic? Can't remember. Sad.